A friend’s 104-year-old mother became difficult last week in the throes of being hospitalized four days for a urinary tract infection. It might have been said before this episode that Fagel G. did not have a mean bone in her body. It turns out she does, however, and that when it is given free vent – as what other response is possible? — the result is behavior that even her loving daughter has characterized as abusive and combative. Thus did everyone’s favorite Aunty Fagel become, at least for a short while, anti-Fagel.
And yet, those with aging parents cannot but marvel at the resurgence of the life force, even if its chosen mode of expression is recalcitrance – nay, pugnaciousness. And yes, we must accept that she acted by choice, lest we become patronizing toward a sometimes churlish, 104-year-old woman once her fury has been spent. But suppose her orneriness does not blow over in a few days? We should be ready to accept that, too, as long as she doesn’t hurt anyone or herself. All of our mothers should live to be 104 and have the spunk to misbehave at so miraculous an age.
Almost 34 months ago my 99.9 year old mom fell and cracked her spine. At the time she was still living by herself, taking care of all her affairs and still DRIVING. Since she was living by herself the county would not let her go home by herself and I had promised her I would never put her in a nursing home and do all I could to let her die at home. Now at almost 103 I am still living with her, my house 80 miles away sits empty, still paying the insurance and taxes. Mom’s back has healed but she is now in Stage 5 Alzheimer’s, and has Macular Degeneration in the right eye. Caring for anyone with Alzheimer’s is hell. In the morning I pray for a good day and at night I say another prayer for the day she had because tomorrow will probably not be as good as today was. It is hard to see this wonderful lady go from a girl that could have graduated from High School in 2 years, with a Straight A average to not able to balance her check book or has to be told 5+ times each morning what day it is.